To be honest I am not doing much with my life to be proud of. I am a medically retired Army combat medic, so right now the Army pays me for the rest of my life. I should be going to school with my GI Bill, but I just want to relax for now without much stress. I have big dreams, big ambition, that I feel I can't fulfill with working any kind of regular job. My friend wants to start a youtube gaming channel with me centered around Veterans. I like the idea, will allow me to make my gaming and comedy worth something. It also hit me however, that through it I can also drag with me advocacy of topics like Veteran suicide and homelessness, then it expands further into why not all homelessness and hunger? Poverty, disease, and many things more. I have friends tell me such a thing would be impossible, too many upstarts, but I feel like through it all I could make a difference in my own way. I don't know, should I forgo my dream for something more sensible?